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Back Here!

For months now, words have felt as flimsy and as distant as a flake of snow across the harbor. I can't find the right ones, and even looking for them hurts my tired eyes. And was it even snowing? Months my body has been knitting that energy into a baby ball that seems to inflate daily, or perhaps more accurately, within the nights that feel long and less restful than I'm used to, waking knowing I will wake again and again.

But today, the urge came into my fingers so strongly to come back to writing. Perhaps because reading labor and delivery books is so tight, so much to think about, imagine, remember and that string feels like it's stretching. Or maybe just because I had a delicious bite of chocolate, a luxury I couldn't enjoy much pre-pregnancy without a headache. I'm trying in 2025 to see again. So much reacting: to email, to work hillocks, to little sparkly bursts of attention everywhere. And instead I want attention. That's my word of the year. Time to look and smell and feel what each moment is in itself.

We have been to a handful of ocean-cooled northern spots over the last year, and I haven't had the energy to share, but I don't want to forget, and so here I'm back to share what I remember, and mostly Walker's luxurious photos.

I just finished a book of stories by Truman Capote and what I remember is not only the visual descriptions but that his stories sizzle with different scents and smells. Today in midcoast Maine smelled like damp moss, the rain yesterday clearing the air wild again, and sunshine purifying as it does. Inside, we are a bit stale of old pine and almost-cool ashes from the fireplace that has been my balm the last month. 

Here is a preview of a few places I'll try to breathe some air back into:

We are just back from the raw and wild highlands of Scotland. The trip was long for us, and felt like we were really away, because we were able to visit to many new-to-us places, as well as rest in the sweet company of old friends. We met in Scotland 16 years ago, and time has both flown and floated stagnant in that time, and so we love returning as a landmark.

Grand Manan Island in Canada, just over 3 hours + a 1.5 hour ferry from home, the magnitude of cliffs and peace of the island captured us when we visited this fall.

The April eclipse at Moosehead Lake, Maine.

A summer with a few stops in Acadia (and my iPhone photos only).

AND last year's epic trip to the Dolomites in northern Italy.

Let's see if I can make it through all these places before the baby brings us to a whole new land.

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Midwinter Snippets

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Lately

It has been a good long while since we were here on the blog, and in that time the world has twirled a full pirouette, our new little state a small patch blurred into the skirt of the skies. I watch for falling stars sometimes, now that there is, when the moon is away, darkness. In that year, we have moved into our first home, and spent a few seasons cozying into our place on the hill overlooking the harbor. (Quick note that the good photos are Walker's; the blurry ones are my iPhone!) Each…

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Canadian Borders and Waters

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The Bold Coast

The winds are so forceful right now that it feels like we are inside a car wash, and the winds are great dry brushes swiping around the corners of the house. This is our first real Maine blizzard, and it is hard not to personify its moods and vigor. But I can tell you that about every 3 minutes, I jump out of my chair from the noise to check that the house is still planted on the street, and not levitating. January has dipped us in and out of these arctic pushes and so without much interest in n…